You have faith in Jesus Christ, but your faith goes through the fires of the struggles of this life, purifying you that you might have praise, honor, and glory at the return of Jesus Christ (1 Peter 1:7).
You have not seen Jesus yet, but you continue to believe in Him, and He will not disappoint you, rather He will give you the reward of your faith, as Peter said,
“receiving the end of your faith—the salvation of your souls” (1 Peter 1:9).
Is there anything you want more than the salvation of your souls? Since that concern reigns in your life, keep the faith.